Added, to watch later!
some movie, the love you lost,
the bills you have to pay
the trip you always postponed
or just canceled!!!
and at the end of the road
fix it
fix it all
because is all that loneliness gave to you
It is a Bang!
having the title
but not having you anymore
It is a big Bang! Bum
I am not suffering anymore
because it is a big bang
And all people can see!
what can i desire more?
it is like a special music
bang, bang and uhmmm
the time is gone
you are in the middle of the desert
i am still … an ocean to thrive
i think the worst part in on me
it is ok….
“vrai” feelings are forever
a big Bang for you!
If an open umbrella
if something is open
it is an umbrella… as you all do and know
i can choose sundry ideas and movements
can i open it? can i break it?
in many, so many pieces
because i had, i have so many options
i choose to break it
to collect the pieces
it is more cooler for the soul and fun!
i bet tha this moment i can win
from all of you…
they are coloured, a miscellaneous of shapes
i can understand all of it
so easy to keep when falling over me
but not to forever, i know
but it is good…
i am used to it
it fills me anyway, for seconds or milleseconds
i prefer to dash it into a little fractions
as into peaces they are
but i can achieve the pain
the before pain….
it is like a commons rain
any color, any predictable movement
i denied
the touch, the invisible is raining over
powerfull
i destroy the umbrella and firmly believe
I do not have other way
as addicted i am
pursuiting the rain
Do i have one chance?
such beautiful caos!
UBER
UP,
of the street level
searching around for my Uber
i ,barely, couldn’t see with my blurred eyes
hundreds of lost hand and …
I tough: I am totally drunk!
Unfortunately!
but it is not the time
to easily sight
what is unreal over my eyes
i was down , but they….
so easily gliding over the snow
falling gradually
that i thought it was because
the empty spaces they had created
between them
It is proper for empty hands and empty hearts
both
those who are falling, those are ready to fall off
they could see
they are not alone
but welcome
Who is beyond ,
hand in hand
under the buildings or the cities
they still have the hope
that you will fall too
Well !
I took my Uber, quickly
saving my poetheart!
because i am not so fearless
and i swore I am never drinking again!
Do you remember me?
Well, well
it seems i am back
about two years,
Dead
again, stumbling into words
because it should be The touch but comes out The man
as if they were even
in weight and value
No, no
it depends of the hunger
Yes, yes
i am really back…
Dead diminish spaces
but not desire
I dropped….
because i’ve lost my glasses
and i saw a tiny letters
a name … signed with a huge feeling
I feel myself strange
divided
that was you but but i was not expected for you
rude… am i?
blind, i am, be sure of that
stumbling into drinks and papers
it was not a time for surprises
surprise me when i am awake
when i can be polite as always
when i know that can be you
and, finally, when i find my glasses
The Thief of Souls, The Autumn Man
They are in my poor notes. Words without nexus, written in several moments and in thousand notebooks that sometimes I find the motive to poetize.
Words like green and soul and phrases like: Lonely friends to a lonely friend ….That Makes me write.
I have no more inspiration! I need a single touche who drives me crazy where I can draw a poetic verse!
It was wasted!
I was wasted!
I do not even know if I hate the one who drained my restlessness and recklessness in being …
Being who I am!
Which, incidentally, is not at all interesting but only a relief.
I know that I spend days in solitude.
The face, folded into books and sheets and an tremendously aversion to the common.
With each passing day makes me to be more alike a poet!
People escape me and I thank them in silence.
An eternal and grateful reverence for his absence.!
The ideas disappear inside a chest , full of memories and I grow in rage …. So much the autumn man taken from me but on the other hand I was given so much that we are even. But the anger still grows. Increases, foams inside the chalice.
A cold touch!
My biggest secret is to fear the thief of souls and he should never know!
It is perfect to fear who else looks like dry branches … And will fall….
I do not see anything on him.
The convenient, the polite, the polished movement of dry lips accompanied by a empty soul. And so imperfectly. He touched my soul with her cold, icy hands. He marked me!
I have a mountain here. Immense and beautiful. I got lost there and found me there.
Cursed be you!
Let the green fills my soul, the airt to purify my blood and the cold to freeze me.
Ishould return by the sun’s ray and
touchs by people, with affection and that should bring me to life.
I would like to dissemble!
The price would be too high!
I would like to write happily things instead you have to read the defrosting process of a imprisoned soul .! A inner struggle for freedom and a history. But, by chance, i always have a good delivery to my soul! Always!
I survided!
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They GO for a walk
The keepers of secrets have memories to imprison
such is their sad condition
Such it is the obligation of the sun , to be pale and weak, fanting behind the clouds
for the Ghosts…. When the Ghosts …
They have to get a ride
droplets are falling , a little bit careful…. A tribute
for them … because they are going for a walk
They are going to breath
and I….
I am here …. trying desperately to close the door and my only window
but the wind…. Ha!!! He had to appear….. Throw me violently to the ground and they came , dancing in my eyes
A whisper
A trembling voice to a devastated body
Listen up
Such is my sad condition
when they go to a walk …
When the prision is not enough
Writing
i was at the middle of one letter but suddenly all change and
I guess I wasted time not feeling anything for so long .
Words that once come from my feelings.. . And now it is so hard to write again.
Or else my life has become so comfortable and It forgot to Warn me .
Comfort and poetry do not exist together.
do not exist together!!!
forgot to warn me!
I’m not happy but I’m a poet and I’ve never seen a happy poet, either.
They are always fighting great inner battles. Some dying, others being unhappy in love. Especially in love.
It takes so much efforts to be happy that I gave up. I can be happy just writing to you or about you.
I think happiness exists but it is not the desire to have something.
But have someone!
She is a being that is given to you or not.
Drink her in small sips or write when she arrives and if have lips around, kiss them. Push them against you. Enjoy the feelings.
You can lie too. All becomes true later with the pen and paper in hands.
Push them, push them out of you!
A body helps a lot and if you have it one close to you, use it.
Write, above and below your love. On the soles of the feet, on the palms of the hands, on the thighs. Ah! The thighs. They are soft and respond more quickly to inspiration. Listen to your heart . Do not forget to breathe slowly and then deepen.
At the last minute, in the last drop of sweat. Then yes … your poem will be ready before she flews away.
That is my way to be a poet and to love
and
My loneliness of which my soul is made feasts.
And i write !
because
There is something terribly wrong when I do not write.
Penny dreadful
i supose i dont need you to be a man in flesh and blood
or I, a woman … in spirit
or being human or not….
You could be a beast
dreadful
horrible
your speech, the way you express yourself
is not
and you count on me
you count with the fierceness that i believe on you
that complete all gaps.. all holes inside you
when you are alone
if you are real… if you are a man…
But I…I am penny dreaful
and they talk and chant about me in the alleys
at the dawn
drunks …
sustained by the walls
and when they has fully exhausted all the bad options
they wait in a veiled dream
that redeem all of them
but not me…
I know….
Another night will come and
another sing they will chant
and
“Penny Dreadful that is what we want”
i’ll succumb to the charm of their voices and depraved calling
again….
So, i dont need you be a man in flesh and blood
perfect and charming
just hear you
because sometimes i need to be rescued
not by a penny , not by affliction
but by a poem
