heart of words – Day 8 naprowrimo

write about heart

a leap in the darkcoração de letras2

when,

is all about me all the time

i hid or reveal

i expose or preserve

my poetical verve

which i took passionately

what i see in others eyes

what i smash in others hearts

is so pleasure to me

the smell

the drops of blood of you

and i write in red

sucking and drinking until the last sip

what was not mine!

after ripper and wound you

swallow you all

!finally a place to rest!

and i put it all in verses

I steal

and you

are so happy

I put you on heaven

your emotions, despair

a scene of your imagery

lay on a satin sheet

on the corner of your bed

I dared, be more that i can!

shaking by shame

with sweat on my body

i let the Devil go away

doing my last pray

Oh! Poetry, darling one,

giveme  my win

Learning Fast Poetess!

i was thinking like poetry can be more than all. More than you, me,  more than a pleasurable  book. How poetry has changed me and make me a better person. A beautiful person. More confident , more sensual and open to life. I have no more fears. I left them behind.Its logical that i suffer still but when pains comes i always have your words my words and all poetry on the world.

Is a New World for me. Not so new, because  dwells on me since  i was born.That madness by the letters and rhymes.  I recognize that feelings. Feel  that  my whole life. Just needed  a push. A endless push. That keeps going and dragging  me. Thanks God!

I have improving myself.  Each tears i drop. Each disappointing i have. Each ache that touch my heart. I am better. I am stronger. I am a Learning Fast Poetess

.All my life i learned so many things.and fast!Image. For what? Talk many languages, or write very well or be the first on each prove that i have to do?

For What?? Be the best with a solitaire heart? That nobody could reach?

No, not anymore!

I have  one love, yes. Bigger than other love that i had. So fall in love for me like me to him, So welcome and warm like a kiss  of a man. I have poetry. She dry my tears, comfort me in bad moments and is true to me all the time. Forgive my sins and make strong!

then to whom should I thank?

Thanks!